The Magnolia Tree
I never
dream real spaces; or,
rather, I
do, but only one,
a house with
a magnolia tree.
Often, the
house is empty;
or, I still
own a key, and (by
mistake) go
in, before it
dawns.
One Spring day, on
the road
home, I took a path
less
travelled by (me), and I
braved the A13;
fumes,
road dust, noise.
As I walked, I
saw a cat,
dead, lying across a
drain. A
moment’s grief, I then
walked on a
step; stopped;
again, I
looked; and stumbled
home for
something to fetch
him in. I
could not bear to
touch him,
this not-cat, doll,
imposter. I
scooped him up,
and put him
in the ground by
the magnolia
tree.
The garden
stepped
down, in terraced lawns.
Our old dog,
his hot blood up, would
chase the
neighbour’s cats, and
hurdle
flower-beds in his rage; after,
in his
dotage, he would, with some
regret,
creak slowly back. The
magnolia
tree stood at the end, in
a
brick-lined round, where nothing
grew. In
late Spring, it put forth
pure
delight; more wondrous still,
flowers
shed, it seemed to strew
dead earth
with marble cups.
The last poem I wrote that I was happy with:
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Little bird,
I forget your name.
Tiny darting dot -
here – there –
climbing upside-down
down the steps
of the rockery -
I want to put you in my mouth.
How to explain this strange desire?
Is it that,
like my
eighteen-month sister,
I long to experience the world
orally?
Or is it that,
after last night’s tenderness,
I am in love?
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except, change the first fullstop for a dash (editing is unending...)
ReplyDeleteThank you CW. They're never really finished, are they? I'm never really happy with any of mine. Birds in mouths... interesting!
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